An MV that made me realized…

And it do reminds me of being unfilial at times…and it just added on to my blues now...

Gabriel~

It wasn’t easy after all…

Always felt that being alone is the most peaceful moment in this world, but it turns out to be the saddest thing. Always felt that being quiet is the safest bet sometimes, but it just gives the most terrible feeling. It just like walking nearer and nearer to the journey of loneliness…maybe I had did some terrible sins in my past life that leads me to such judgment now. Quite cold about life now, nothing much to hoped for in fact…it seems that I’ve lost everything which once brought so much laughter to me…things have changed, and changed my life drastically. I will be forced to accept my fate as I dun see any solution here~ I tried to smile but it just a little tough for me right now…


Gabriel~

Will anyone understand...

...there will never be















cause it was never meant to be understood...


Gabriel~

Like this song~

Like this song~

Isn’t it nice?...Listen and you will know ^o^m



東方神起 - Stand By U Lyrics:

kimi ga “sayonara” mo tsuge zuni dete itta ano hi kara
kono machi no keshiki ya nioi ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
kimi no subete ni naritakute kawashita yakusoku mo
hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki sugu ni tonde ikeba
ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta?
dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta "daisuki" tte...
kimi he no omoi mo afure dashita kotoba mo ima wa todokanai

kimi wa doko ni ite dare to doko ni ite
donna fuku wo kite nani shite waratterun darou?
boku wa koko ni ite ima mo koko ni ite
kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjite iru yo

Oh...
kawarazu omotte iru yo
Oh...
kimi dake...omotte iru yo

musun da kami no ushiro sugata ni kimi wo kasanete
furikaeru mishiranu dare ka ni nando mo gakkari shita
chakushin ga aru tabi kimi no namae kitai shitari
kakko warui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

"wasurerarenai" no ga uso de hontou wa "wasuretakunai" dake
“tsuyogari” ga boku-rashisa naraba mou iranai
kimi ga inakya mou nido to kanjinai "shiawase" tte...
dou ganbatte mitemo kobore ochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

kimi wa doko ni ite dare to doko ni ite
donna fuku wo kite nani shite waratterun darou?
boku wa koko ni ite ima mo koko ni ite
kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjite iru yo

dakara ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kimi no namae yonderu…
kore ijou setsuna sa wo dakishimete ikeru wakenadonai yo
demo sore shikanai n dayo

kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta
ano goro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo
kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai

kimi ga doko ni ite dare to doko ni ite
donna yume wo mite nani shite waratte ite mo
zutto koko ni ite ima mo koko ni ite
kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjite iru yo

Oh...
kawarazu omotte iru yo
Oh...
kimi dake...omotte iru yo

Oh...
kawarazu omotte iru yo
Oh...
kimi dake...omotte iru yo

English Translation

Since the day you left without saying "goodbye"
I felt that the scenery and scent of this town has changed
My promise of wanting to change to become your everything
Has completely changed into a memory without being fulfilled

Those times when you were crying by yourself, if I had flown straight to you
Would you still be by my side now?
If I were able to, I'd tell you again that "I love you"
But my overflowing feelings for you, and my words, cannot reach you now

Wherever you are, whoever you’re with wherever you are,
Whatever you're wearing, whatever you're doing, you'll be laughing, right?
I'm here. Even now, I'm right here
Believing that the two of us will meet again.

Oh...
These feelings won't change.
Oh...
You're the only one...I'm thinking of.

Your back appearance, with your hair tied up, I'd repeatedly
mistaken someone else for you until they turned around; I was disappointed many times
Whenever there’s mail, I expect to see your name
I feel stupid(1) everyday that goes past

“I can’t forget" is a lie; in reality it's only "I don't want to forget"
If "pretending(2)" is a quality of mine, I no longer need to do it
If you aren't here, I won't be able to feel "happy" again
No matter how hard I try, my tears continue to fall, they just won't stop

Wherever you are, whoever you’re with wherever you are,
Whatever you're wearing, whatever you're doing, you'll be laughing, right?
I'm here. Even now, I'm right here
Believing that the two of us will meet again.

So now I'm still alone like this, calling your name…
I don't have a reason to embrace this pain anymore
But I can't help doing it

Only you, just by being there, could make me shine
But those times will never return again
No matter what happens, no matter what I’ve lost
I never want to forget that I've loved you

Wherever you are, whoever you’re with wherever you are,
Whatever you're dreaming of, whatever you're doing, please be laughing
I will always been here; even now, I'm right here
Believing that one day we will meet again.

Oh...
These feelings won't change.
Oh...
You're the only one...I'm thinking of.

Oh...
These feelings won't change.
Oh...
You're the only one...I'm thinking of.

I am bored of my lifestyle...

very bored...no excitement in life...plain and boring...sch work and sch work and sch work~

I think anyone would have gone mad living the way I live, lol. Well I survived, rare species of the century.

the feeling is like living on a remote island for years...that's so crazy! Ahhhhhh!


Gabriel~

when...

Food become tasteless...and life become meaningless...




















Gabriel~

Yeah, I say she's pretty...

A new mv by Untouchable featuring Narsha from Brown Eye Girl! The girl in the mv is not Narsha but "Na Hye Mi"! she is indeed pretty in the mv...hahaha. A little mature + gentle + a beautiful voice...=)



Awasome song!

Gabriel~

oh well...

Printer Printer Printer! Days without printer are so troublesome! Have to wake up earlier to school to print stuff and when I need to print out reference I cannot do so. Luckily IT Show is finally coming, woo~ hope I can get some budget printer to “tarhan” for my remaining semester. Lol!

Guess I’ve got a little adapted to the performance stage, it’s better to polish up our skills before we face the real challenge in life. A career that everyone is assigned since the first day. Haha, these days most of the time is just “me” and Gabriel. Hope we can work together fine from now on. Oh Alright, maybe a little help from god as well. What is the most tiring thing in life? For me I would say…explanations, something that is so ma fan. =/

Gabriel’s way of life:
It’s about [ask or trust]: “ask when you don’t trust” or “If you trust don’t ask”…no point leaving others guessing when happened for something they don't know. That is how misunderstanding starts.














Gabriel~

There are times…

…when we have to take a breath after a long journey, I have a dream, which is to reach the ending point. Just a little tired…shall be on my way after a little rest…
















Gabriel~