The Hidden Thoughts...

So much happened...so much troubles,
I guess I've learnt a fruitful lesson in my life,
Respect is the "heart" of friendship...I am hurt, badly hurt~

Don't ask me why, I am too tired to explain,
and every explanation hurts...I love my friends, I love their presence~
Yet it so fragile...

I may be determined by others for my actions,
even things which may be untrue, or even things that have never exists~

I can't be the greatest friend, nor would I be the worst,
But definitely not a foe~ Sometimes I just want to be heard...

I can't blame the world, guess I can only say I am different,
I can't cry nor can I forget...I can't find the reason to exist
If I have a choice, I will never choose to begin............

Lonely is a fear to mankind and I am the mankind that fears..
I've tried to step out, but I have never reach far~
I may not be the worst...but I am still struggling


All and all, shouldn't have hope for if they are just a dream of cruelty~


I thank you all with my every last bit of happiness.......
(~with my candle going dimmer, dimmer and dimmer)